The Challenges Are Immense

All my life I have been trying to find and connect with Spirit or the pure and perfect Self within. My quest for wholeness involved a lifetime of deep research, deep thinking, experimentation with all manner of spiritual diets, fasting, transmutation, meditation and writing about all that I learned on various websites. At the same time, I tried to do all I could to support and protect trees, plants, animals and anything to do with nature. To meditate (in samadhi) in a garden surrounded by trees and shrubs is my idea of heaven on Earth.

Unfortunately, many negative influences kept getting in my way such as severe depression, chronic fatigue, severe anxiety and terrible agoraphobia. I am still not sure what caused all these set-backs. Evil spirits? Bad genes? Toxic chemicals? Heavy metals? Electromagnetic pollution? Chronic bullying? I don't know, but it would most likely have to be caused by a combination of all of the above.

Also, circumstances beyond my control forced me to move three times and get stuck in an apartment where they kept jacking up the rent nearly a hundred dollars a year, forcing me into a losing financial battle and a fight for physical survival. Being agoraphobic, I found moving to be extremely stressful and terrifying too. I often had to skip meals and fast for several days on mineral water to save enough money to pay the astronomical rent! Terrible depression and anxiety from previous years kept coming back to haunt me. That meant I had to keep going over my diet again and again until I got it just right.

Unfortunately the cost of my diet went way over my limited budget. I was extremely annoyed by all of these problems because all I really wanted was simply to find Goddess and live a spiritual life. To my great annoyance, everyone else in my apartment complex seemed to just want to party and have fun. A quiet night was a rare gift. I just wanted a quiet place to transmute physical desires into bliss, meditate deeply and hopefully leave the body at least long enough to make some vital communication with my spirit guides to get the answers I desperately needed all along.

I wanted to have nothing to do with the physical world where I felt very lonely and isolated because everyone seemed so materialistic and sophisticated in ways that really made me feel a lot like an idiot. I hated socializing unless it was for a spiritual purpose. I always found it difficult to understand money and how to earn it, and actually wanted to have nothing to do with competition for survival. It all seemed so pointless.

All I wanted to achieve was to become spiritually advanced enough to be able to see and communicate with my Divine Mother or Goddess. I long to dwell in Spirit where there is love, bliss, realization and transcendence beyond all the frustrating and dangerous limitations of the physical world. I am not at all interested in the "3D world." In fact I hate it, because all my physical needs, frustrating limitations, problems, etc. simply get in my way.

As if all of the above were not bad enough, I now owe thousands of dollars in back taxes on money that was unavoidably and completely used up on rent and food, therefore I continue to remain in a massive predicament. So what do taxes have to do with Spirit? Absolutely nothing, and when one fully realizes one is in essence absolutely infinite Spirit or infinite "nothing" or "oneness" such a phenomenon cannot be taxed in any way whatsoever. I recently saw an image somewhere that said the body is the temple of God, therefore it must be tax exempt!

All my problems seem so utterly unnatural and unjust compared to who I really am, which is Infinite or Unbounded Love or Spirit. I was called various names by other people, but that is not who I really am. Luckily I can sense inner peace; I can feel immense wholeness within my self: that I am Spirit and have no end to the massive abundance deep within. Spirit is the only real joy and strength I have.

In order to raise more money for my all-important research to connect with Spirit and the afterlife, I recently wrote 21 ebooks for Kindle. Some of these texts you can download for free if you have Amazon Prime.

Books on Kindle by Russell Symonds (Yogi Shaktivirya)

7 Steps to Wholeness Updated Today

Today I updated my eBook, 7 Steps to Wholeness. This book contains some of the most powerful spiritual health food diets ever known, and some of the most powerful meditation techniques and spiritual information for all time ultimately leading to an extraordinary life of living on antioxidants, ojas, bliss and prana. Transcend your vibration rate to levels you have never reached before! You can find much more about this most remarkable eBook, right here: 7 Steps to Wholeness. People ask me why I don't publish it as a regular book such as hardcover or paperback you can hold in your hand. One reason is because I am often updating this information, and an actual book will already be out of date by the time it hits the store.

You might also be interested in my other book: The Scientifically Proven Reality of Life After Death which contains some of the most advanced and detailed information ever on life after death you can possibly find. You can find out more about this most fascinating book right here: Life After Death which is a result of a lifetime of my research coming from numerous near-death experiences, documentaries, and the world's most fully tested and proven direct voice medium of the 20th century, Leslie Flint.

Why Would One Want to Hack my Site?

One of the most distressing things that can ever happen to a webmaster is to get one's website hacked into. It was bad enough happening once, but it happened twice, once in December of 2011 and then again in February of 2012 right in the middle of moving. I had to delay my move two days. Whenever a website is hacked into it is a dire emergency that must be dealt with immediately because in my case, eleven years of very hard work could be infected, destroyed and/or changed in the worst way. For some reason, it seems that WordPress websites are a favorite target for hackers.

I had to put in major efforts and safeguards to prevent such a disaster from happening again while having to use a password roughly around twenty characters, letters, numbers and symbols long. I am also wondering if it is because of some the content on my website. If that be the case, then definitely such individuals must be as far-removed from their inner Self or wholeness as possible. Why anyone would want to hack into and disable a site on wholeness describing some of the greatest and most reassuring spiritual truths I have ever known, is lightyears beyond my comprehension! Sadly, such Self-destructive, utterly tragic individuals would have to be as far-removed from their spiritual Home and as out of alignment from their true Self as is possible.

My other concern is how badly my email address has been abused. Much of my valuable time is wasted wading through over 250 SPAM emails a day, and only one in a thousand are genuine messages from someone sincere. And when I tally the costs verses any commissions from any products advertised on my site, it hardly makes sense to continue this work. I am only trying to keep this website going because I believe in it and the information is of vital importance to one's health, emotional and spiritual well-being.

It is most unfortunate that there are so many out-of-balanced individuals in this world with no purpose in life other than to try to disrupt or destroy something good or life-supporting. For example, when the Library of Alexandria was burned down by hordes of arsonists around 400 AD, it resulted in the loss of the ancient world's single greatest archive of knowledge, and was lamented for ages. We desperately need to keep history from repeating itself, otherwise we could easily remain stuck in yet another dark age of ignorance, strife and chaos for a very long time.

Much of the suffering in this world is caused by very poor or rotten health choices, and the person or persons in question are often not knowing or even wanting to know better. I see so much physical and emotional suffering that could easily be prevented by a few simple dietary changes such as adding extra antioxidants, vitamin D, minerals and trace elements. However, because it is nearly impossible (and often not even legal) for me to advise or inform others how to alleviate their symptoms, and regarding how most people would follow their own path no matter how self-destructive, it can be most frustrating for me.

Other people may have a right to do what they want to their bodies, but the resulting loss of productivity is indirectly costing me and every other American billions and billions of dollars per year, causing health insurance costs to go ten times higher than it should be or actually needs to be. Even worse, I am being forced to purchase health insurance by 2014, and have never actually used or needed any dentist since 1975 and never actually needed a doctor or used a pharmaceutical drug since 1990 and not one drug even worked (except the side-effects).

A New Website for Science of Wholeness!

A new website for Science of Wholeness has been created. It is now thoroughly complete, very large, (more than one hundred pages) and continuing to grow rapidly. It has much easier access to all the material from the old site. Go here: Wholeness for a new, vaster, and much easier access to the essential knowledge that brings wholeness.

This Blog Now Extended to Other Pages

You can find my latest original articles and comments on HubPages, Squidoo, and on FaceBook, Realms of the Afterlife Group and Alternative Healing For Anxiety. As you can see, I have many new pages to follow up on and to maintain! May everyone's life be richly blessed with love, excitement and laughter! This is possible when aligned with Spirit.


I Cannot Tolerate Religious Intolerance

By the way, did anyone see the news reports regarding that radical fundamentalist "Christian" preacher, Terry Jones who burned the Holy Book of the Koran?

This blatant display of religious intolerance is beyond my comprehension! All religious texts are sacred regardless of what nation of people or culture(s) associated with them. This narrow minded, bigoted action of burning sacred holy scriptures that are loved and valued by another religious group while triggering the violent deaths of many innocent people in Afghanistan is beyond my understanding! Terry Jones' extremely restricted belief system and his aggressive, public displays of intolerance against another religion that he mistakenly feels is responsible for terrorism will obviously cause him extreme difficulties in the afterlife.

Even the vast majority of Muslims condemn terrorism! To associate the peace loving teachings of the Koran with terrorism simply because many terrorists in recent history happened to be "Muslim" is a serious misappropriation. Many "Christians" throughout history also killed millions of innocent people; but that fact only means, like the terrorists, they did not follow the main teachings of their own religion properly, which is to never kill or harm another human being and to instead love one another wholeheartedly.

Not one religion is any better than any other religion. It is just as wrong for an extreme radical Muslim to publicly burn a Christian Bible as an act of hatred or malice against what others love and hold dear. Any act or expression of hatred and intolerance regardless of what religion only creates more hatred and intolerance, as was proven by what Terry Jones triggered in Afghanistan!

The universe is a mirror: what you put out is what you get back! There are no exceptions, this truth regarding the infallible and inescapable law of karma (cause and effect) is an absolute fact. There is already far too much hatred and misery in this world; how stupid it is to perpetuate more of it! it is extremely sad, because such behavior only perpetuates the violent historic cycles of physical and emotional pain. What goes around, comes around!

Real Christianity is the unconditional love of all humanity, regardless of heritage, religion, nationality, or culture. A real Christian follows the supreme commandment, to love God with all one's heart, mind and strength and to love thy neighbor as thyself, regardless of where that neighbor lives or what religion he or she holds dear to her sacred heart. The more one dwells in the state of unconditional love for every moment and situation, the more joyful and blessed one's life becomes. Where there is great love, there are great miracles!

The Inner Universe

You are the YOU-niverse! You are a brilliant star illuminating your universe with your own consciousness. The most vital faucet of reality is the unlimited, unbounded consciousness behind our closed eyes. Higher Consciousness, God or Spirit provides access to all the astral worlds, all the mental worlds, all the celestial planes and even the physical world but from the perspective of no distance inverse to the square nor time of day, month or year. Your inner Self forever emanates a whole, complete, timeless, causeless Reality or Eternal Now that is boundless in love, bliss, and infinite joy, knowledge, vision and inspiration. It has access to everything that ever occurred and will occur.

I am wondering why not explore the Inner Reality, instead of the outer world like 99% of the world's population? The outer world to me is something more of a huge, huge inconvenient, hazardous and unwanted distraction from my inner YOU-niverse of infinite joy, love, excitement and ecstasy! Trying to satisfy the external senses seems to not only cost a great deal of time, money and preparation in the physical world (the "disappointing terrestrial world" as described by Sri Yuckteswar Giri in Autobiography of a Yogi), there are also obvious dangers and risks of external (physical) traveling! Yet within one's Self, is the entire universe, infinite love, mastery over birth and death, along with all time and space available behind closed eyes without any expensive plane tickets nor troublesome car rentals and hotel arrangements! The only problem, of course, is the time and knowledge needed to fully develop this most beautiful and long lost faculty of the human spirit derived from the Great Oneness within. I think many people do indeed have the time available for astral travel, only thing missing is the essential knowledge, freely provided to all at my website!

Entering the Realm of the Unexplained

This universe is full of strange occurrences often too bizarre to be taken seriously by the academic world which has been all too stringent against and rejecting of anyone presenting new paradigms of thinking, or any new phenomena that cannot be explained. But most people throughout the world know that something just outside or beyond our ordinary perception seems to lurk in what I like to call, the realm of the unexplained. Multiple explanations for ghosts, apparitions, nature spirits, UFOs, etc., include hallucination, psychosis, hypnogogic states, etc. But when they start moving objects around the room, and the "hallucination" is witnessed and sometimes even felt by others, or it can be photographed, recorded on tape, analyzed electronically, and even gives one information that could not be found any other way, we are looking at something much more than just imagination. It also comes across my mind that because the brain really is a quantum mechanical computer, it would tend to have infinite sensitivity, or at least the potential for clairvoyance (remote viewing), clairaudience, astral projection and other interfaces with finer and broader levels of reality.

Please enter quietly the Realm of the Unexplained.